My New Years resolutions for 2003



Seeing the other side - A statement of purpose

The things we think but do not say - Jerry Maguire's mission statement

Missionary, why Christianity is still western imperialism. Yet amidst the cultural destruction, there is message of hope.

30 years West, 30 years east. - Living on the other side of the ocean, to create balance.
An engineer trapped in a Missionary's body.

Reasons - My own thoughts on what I might want to do with my life.

What not to do. More ponderings on the missions movement.

Religious Imperialism - An article about Christianity

CCFC - The church I currently Attend



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justin (@) deepdrift dot com


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Mission Statement:

Values for the year.

Loyalty - There is no greater travesty in the world than betrayal.

Community - Indeed we are meant to live in community, it's how we work together, how we understand each other and from which friendship, trust and commitment are built

Technology - Although a product of the fall, without the fall there could be no ressurection, and no salvation. Technology by itself is not an answer to the problems of the world, yet it is through the implementation of technology, that the problems of the world are solved.

Obedience - One must be true to themselves. Obedient to God's will for their lives,
Willing to go when called, yet willing to stay when commanded.

This is who I'm trying to be.

   Given that I've worked in the semiconductor industry for the past 10 years of my life. Semiconductors are my life. I've found that I love the technology. It's a love-hate relationship, almost as if God has a calling for me to work in this field for the rest of my life. Although it's a cross I take up without reservations.

     I was working with them when they thought copper deposition was a research curiosity, people knew and we were figuring out how to deposit it conformally, and they had no idea how they'd solve the contamination, and diffusion problems. I've got my name on a Right now it's a standard feature used in most sub-micron lines. If the chip has features below 0.18 microns, expect to deal with copper.



The Wall, Kansas

I'm woven in a fantasy, I can't believe the things I see
The path that I have chosen now has led me to a wall
And with each passing day I feel a little more like something dear was lost
It rises now before me, a dark and silent barrier between,
All I am, and all that I would ever want be
It's just a travesty, towering, marking off the boundaries my spirit would erase

To pass beyond is what I seek, I fear that I may be too weak
And those are few who've seen it through to glimpse the other side,
The promised land is waiting like a maiden that is soon to be a bride
The moment is a masterpiece, the weight of indecision's in the air
It's standing there, the symbol and the sum of all that's me
It's just a travesty, towering, blocking out the light and blinding me
I want to see

Gold and diamonds cast a spell, it's not for me I know it well
The treasures that I seek are waiting on the other side
There's more that I can measure in the treasure of the love that I can find
And though it's always been with me, I must tear down the Wall and let it be
All I am, and all that I was ever meant to be, in harmony
Shining true and smiling back at all who wait to cross

Updated 5.30.03